July 16th, 2005

Vivaldi, Queen of Hearts

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I am bitter. I hate people that spoil things for those who they know haven't had the chance to get ahold of them yet.

Ironically enough, I am NOT talking about Harry Potter. I am talking about Bleach. Some stupid idiot friend of Mike's just messaged me with his spoiler in the first message. I have since blocked, adn deleted him from my contact list.

Rawr.
Vivaldi, Queen of Hearts

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I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. Well, I've had a bit more than usual to think about lately, but I spent a fair while the past couple days thinking about a lot of things...

The good thing is, I reached some conclusions. Some of them were hard. Hard to reach, and it's probably going to suck to follow through with, but...it's going to be better in the long run, I guess.

But I reached some good conclusions as well. I'm still sad about my aunt, but I'm not going to waste time mourning her while she's still here. Now is when I should really be treasuring the time we have left, and making the memories that will live on. And I will. Now, that's not to say I won't have down times when I'm going to cry and rant and sob, but I hope they will be kept at a minimum. Now's not the time to be wasting.

So..My head's a little clearer for the moment. I feel a little better about some things, and kind of crappy about others, but those decisions are being made in the interest of the future.

Late night, early morning...I think I'm going to curl up in bed and read Harry Potter before someone ruins THAT for me too...