February 24th, 2005

Vivaldi, Queen of Hearts

"Children Who Eat Healthy When They're Younger Have Less Of a Chance Of Growing Up To Be Obese..."

Thanks CBC - Which brilliant scientist came up with that study??

Reading week has been going okay..I've been getting to spend some time with my mom, which is cool. And tonight Scott and I got together and watched Spirited Away (which I hadn't seen before tonight, even though I bought it the day it came out on DVD) and Casshern (which was a bit bizarre, but I rather enjoyed).

Scott has an aversion to watching actual anime series though, so I gave him a sampler disc - with my the first episodes of some of my favourite anime - X, Full Metal Panic, and Full Metal Alchemist. I suppose I'll get his opinion of them relatively soon...

I'm still waiting to get back to normal..I don't know, I just don't feel happy anymore. I don't really like myself. I don't understand why though - I love my family, I'm grateful for the few friends I've got, and I know I'm a very lucky person to have what I do, and be where I am..But..I just feel so discontent. Does this make me a bad person? Maybe it does, and if it seems selfish, I do apologize.

I just want to be happy again..Find something I enjoy doing, and just..do it. Take my mind off the stuff that's bringing it (and me) down. I don't want to be sad..I want to be happy again.

I don't know...Maybe I've got the winter blahs and just need Spring to get here..
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