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30 December 2002 @ 04:41 am
Oh god..I don't think I've ever actually cried over my writing before..But to lose an entire chapter...One that I was actually satisfied with..It's heartbreaking. And all I have left it the little bit I sent to Violet..

'And the boy still lay there, as still as death. What if he is dead? she thought with a frown. She shivered, before forcing that thought, and others like it away. She approached him slowly, the sound of her steps on the stone path muting as she stepped onto the grass. Stopping, she set the blanket on the ground, before kneeling down on the grass beside him. "Sir? Are you alright?"a hesitant hand reached forward, to gently shake his shoulder.'
Current Mood: Devestated
30 December 2002 @ 06:03 pm
Man, I miss Kody...In the past month, I've only been able to see him twice. I hate not having my liscence, because it means I can only get back to the stable when my parents see fit to drive me, and my mother hates going back there. And my dad is always too busy.

*sigh* Reg was supposed to have finished training him by this time winter hit, but we'll be lucky to be done by Spring or Summer. And I won't even have the chance to ride my baby before I leave for university.

I guess I don't even really care about that, though. It's just, if he's not being trained, I wish he was home at our farm. So I could at least go see him, and work with him. I mean, he's my baby...The horse I've dreamed of since I was a little kid. And it's really hard not to be able to walk over the the field and see him every day, after being able to for the past two years.

*sigh* I really, really need my liscence..
Current Mood: sadsad
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